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I was bitten by a spider, and boy can you feel bad from that. I am not sure what kind, but it is very painful. I have felt bad all day in alot of pain. I know I sound like a whimp, but seriously I have fang marks on my back. So keeping a eye on it. Good thing is I have had a upset stomach all day. So eating hasnt appealed to me. Bad way to lose weight , I dont recommend it. So now I am a little paranoid of my bedroom. Took sheets off bed and washed them just to be sure, he wasnt still there. I think I will just use a bug bomb in the house tomarrow. Just to be sure. Ok so I’m scared of a little spider now.  He may have been small but packs a big bite.

I dont know what it is. But I cant seem to get a grip on it. It calls my name. I swear I can hear it. No I am not crazy, but this has a real hold on me. I think about it constantly. I tried giving up chocolate for one month. Thought maybe this would set me free. NO IT DIDNT. I need help. Maybe a couch to lay on and discuss it. HAHA. But seriously this is a problem. Any suggestions??

I received a bottle of frut a vie and I am giving it a shot. I have been drinking it for 3days now. You drink 1oz aday. It is suppose to have all kinds of benefits. So far most noticed is energy level has doubled. I told my husband if this does all it is suppose to. In three months time I will be thinner , younger and livelier than I have been in years. Ha ha. Maybe 20 years old again. mmm Anyway  just the increase in energy will make it worth it. Has any one else tried this? What was your experience with it.

Ok So my pants dont fit. I threw away all my jeans the next size up , swearing I would never return. Well guess what here I am. All my jeans tight. I cannot tell you how fustrated I am with myself. My grandson in his cuteness call me chunky butt the other day. He is only 2 and his mom calls him that, thinking it was cute. Well not so cute when repeated to someone who actually has a chunky butt.ha, ha  O well I had to laugh, but he surely got me thinking.  So I am back at the battle. Praying for strength to stick with it.

Well I lost 59 lbs and then quit. Why do I do that. I have gained 20lbs back. So I am doing everything to motivate myself. I dont want to gain it all back. So here I am again , unhappy with myself . And a bit discouraged. Does anyone have any good tips.

So I am leaving for Romania in about 8 weeks. I really wanted to be below 220 before I left. But I am begining to realize that is most likely will not  be the case. I would like to lose 25 pounds. I just dont see it happening.

 You see I worry about how much space I will take up on the airline. The airline I am flying with has a waist size of 53 before you MAY  be forced to buy a second seat. Well I know that I wont have to buy a second seat. But I still worry about infringing upon the person next to me. I know this sounds stupid, but I really am worried. Well at about a 1lb a week I dont believe I will hit my goal. But that is ok. I guess. I know it is better to lose it slow so that it will stay off. So chin up and march (I guess)

Ok I am not sure what to do. I am not doing anything different than when I started this. I have put back on 1 lb in the last 2.5 weeks. I am feeling a bit aggravated to say the least. I am still hanging in there and haven’t given up, but just dont know what to do. Do I keep doing my 6 meals aday (1200) cal? Or do I change something to shake things up? Thinking about increasing exercise to 5 days a week instead of 3. I just feel that I have such a long ways to go and to be hitting this , at such a early point is discouraging. Anybody have any ideas?

A friend of my husband and I past away. We went to the celebration of life this week. I was so moved by the impact this man had on so many peoples lifes. Not just mine. I thought what will people say about me when I go home. Will I have helped as many people as he did? I pray that I will. We have such a short time here. As Paul of the new testaments stated, We are but pilgrims here. Death is just the beginning.

  I daily get wrapped up in my life, yes I do want to take care of myself. I do want to be healthy and fit. So that I can do more in this life. I dont want to spend the rest of my life in regret, that if I would have only lost that weight. While being over weight handicaps me. I pray for the strength to do what is set before me. But I know that I need the help of God to change me. Death has a way of making us reflect. This has been a week of reflection for me. Hopefully one that will stay with me, not soon forgotten. We have but a short time lets make the most of it.

It has been a very long time of being heavy. But by the grace of God I have been on this almost 2 months. I cant believe how fast the time has gone. I am 20 lbs lighter and feel so much better already. I am getting more motivated with time. Boy what a change. Even starting to like exercise a little. Still a bit of struggle to get myself up to do it. Once I am there I am fine but getting there is hard. This site has been such a encouragement to me. I plan to stay on . I need everyones help and reading your blogs and encouragement has been a big help,thanks. God bless Sherry

I have been at this for 6 weeks. I cannot seem to keep up exercise. I go to a club 3 blocks from my house. So getting there shouldnt be a problem. But only seem to make once or twice a week. Problem, I just dont find exercise my favorite thing to do. I dont know if I need to change my mindset or change what I am doing,mmm. Does anyone have any good ideas? I am up for it.